Thursday, January 9, 2014

New Year, New Me?

I wonder if people can really change. Can you ever really alter your deep-rooted habits? I've always been overly optimistic and believed that it was possible, but I'm beginning to doubt my over-eagerness. I think you can fool yourself into creating a new routine, but underneath, you are always the same. 

Well, no surprise to anyone else (yet always a surprise to me), I fell off the wagon. The wagon was going full speed and I let go, tumbled and thrashed and now am farther behind than I ever was before.

I don't know why I'm always surprised every single time this happens. Shouldn't I be used to my own failures by now?